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Journal of Conscientiology
Volume 4, Number 13 - July 2001
International Institute of Projectiology
and Conscientiology
Editor's Foreword
Articles
Non-Physical States of Conscious Life
J. H. M. Whiteman
Healthy Conviviality and Karmic Dynamics
Laênio Loche
Essays
Scientific Revolution
Alexandre Pereira Delgado
Enfoque Concienciológico de la Estabilidad
Emocional
Laura Sánchez
Personal Accounts
Bioenergetic Self-experimentation
Marisela Aparicio
Near-death experience: A new opportunity for changing
Augusto Freire
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Editors’ Foreword
This issue of the Journal contains thought-provoking
articles on a range of research themes and two accounts of striking
personal experiences.
The piece provided by Whiteman gives an insight
into some of his ideas concerning ‘non-physical reality’
which he has been researching and writing about for a number of
decades. It gives the reader an opportunity to appreciate someone
else’s classification of projective phenomena and related
altered states of consciousness.
Loche’s well-formed paper proposes a unity
of measure of karma, which he coins Evol. In addition, another interesting
contribution is made by Sánchez who details her thoughts
concerning the process of obtaining emotional balance.
Delgado offers an intriguing view on the progress
of science over the last century and links current scientific research
with the consciential paradigm. He goes on to indicate how science
must challenge and change many of its base theories and assumptions
if it is to progress as rapidly in the coming centuries as it has
in the recent past.
The two personal accounts presented are also worth
contemplating. Marisela Aparicio’s experience gives insights
on very plausible ways to further research on bioenergetic phenomena.
Augusto Freire’s enjoyable story is inspiring as it makes
us ponder the context of his near-death experience.
We would like to take this opportunity to remind
those who are unfamiliar with conscientiology terminology that you
can visit IIPC Web Site (www.iipc.org) at your convenience and download
the glossary of conscientiology available there in English and Spanish.
The Editors
Abstracts
Non-Physical States of Conscious Life
J.H.M.Whiteman
ABSTRACT: Traditional studies of non-physical
experience, even today, are most often woefully deficient inasmuch
as, while they may refer at length to ‘visions’, ‘hallucinations’,
etc. (as from the physical body) they ignore or reject the most
complete and instructive kinds of knowledge of the non-physical,
namely, knowledge in non-physical ‘bodies’ and ‘worlds’.
Here experiences of the former kind are called Openings, and those
of the latter kind are called Separations. Various types of Separation,
along with a transitional type of non-physical experience called
Dissociation, are carefully described in this paper, on the basis
of a vast amount of recorded experience[1].
SUMARIO: Los estudios tradicionales de experiencia
no-física, aún hoy, son frecuentemente y tristemente
deficientes, ya que, aunque ellos puedan referirse con detalle a
‘visiones’, ‘alucinaciones’, etc. (del cuerpo
físico), ellos ignoran o rechazan los tipos más completos
e instructivos de conocimiento no-físico; sobre todo, el
conocimiento de ‘cuerpos’ y ‘mundos’ no-físicos.
Aquí, las experiencias del primer tipo son llamadas Aperturas,
y las del segundo tipo Separaciones. Varios tipos de Separación,
incluso un tipo de experiencia no-física transicional llamada
Disociación, son descritas cuidadosamente, basadas en una
inmensa cantidad de experiencia registrada.
RESUMO: Estudos tradicionais de experiências
não-físicas, ainda hoje, são em geral lamentavelmente
deficientes já que, ainda que se refiram detalhadamente a
‘visões’, ‘alucinações’,
etc. (do corpo físico) eles ignoram ou rejeitam os tipos
mais completos e instrutivos de conhecimento no campo não-físico
como, por exemplo, o conhecimento sobre os ‘corpos’
e ‘mundos’ não-físicos. Aqui, experiências
do primeiro tipo são chamadas Aberturas, e as do segundo
tipo são chamadas Separações. Vários
tipos de Separação, juntamente com um tipo transicional
de experiência não-física chamada Dissociação,
são cuidadosamente descritas neste trabalho, baseadas
em uma vasta quantidade de experiências registradas.
Professor J. H. M. Whiteman has
published over 50 contributions relating to spiritual development,
psychological, or otherwise scientific matters. He taught in the
Dept of Applied Mathematics at the University of Cape Town for 29
years. He has also served as Editor of The South African Music Teacher
for 55 years. He authored The Mystical Life (1961), Philosophy of
Space and Time (1967), The Meaning of Life (1986), and Aphorisms
on Spiritual Method (1993). His latest book is The Dynamics of Spiritual
Development, Vol. 2 of Old and New Evidence on the Meaning of Life
(2000). Prof. Whiteman is also an elected Hon. Member of the (British)
Society for Psychical Research.
[1] This article is based on the major part of the
first chapter of the author’s copyrighted first volume on
“Old and New Evidence on the Meaning of Life: An Introduction
to Scientific Mysticism”.
Healthy Conviviality and Karmic Dynamics
Laênio Loche
ABSTRACT: This article discusses the issue of
healthy conviviality through positive karmic relationships. It approaches
the concepts of evolutionary needs, evolutionary exchange, evol,
karmic account, karmic balance, karmic subject, karmic object, karmic
profitability and the principles of cumulative distribution and
the inconvertibility of the evol. It also talks about the role of
assistance as a practical means for attaining balanced conviviality.
The method used for this research was the reflective analysis of
facts based on the consciential paradigm.
SUMARIO: Este artículo discute la convivialidad
saludable a través de las relaciones kármicas positivas.
Aborda los conceptos de necesidades evolutivas, intercambio evolutivo,
evol, cuenta kármica, sujeto kármico, objeto kármico,
rentabilidad kármica y los principios de la distribución
cumulativa y de la inconvertibilidad del evol. También discute
el papel de la asistencia como un medio práctico para lograr
una convivialidad equilibrada. El método usado para esta
investigación fue el análisis reflexivo de los hechos
basado en el paradigma conciencial.
RESUMO: O artigo discute a convivialidade sadia
por meio da relação cármica positiva. Aborda
os conceitos de necessidades evolutivas, escambo evolutivo, evol,
conta cármica, saldo cármico, sujeito cármico,
objeto cármico, rentabilidade cármica e os princípios
da distribuição acumulativa e da inconversibilidade
do evol, além do papel da assistência no alcance prático
da convivialidade equilibrada. A análise reflexiva dos fatos
com base no paradigma consciencial, serviu de método de pesquisa.
Laênio Loche is a Psychologist,
and works as an Editorial Consultant. He is an instructor at IIPC,
a member of its Deliberative Council and an Independent Researcher
in the specialty of Proexology. Presently he volunteers at the Center
for Higher Studies of Consciousness (CHSC) at Iguassu Falls, where
he contributes to the work being performed for the Encyclopedia
of Conscientiology.
Scientific Revolution
Alexandre Pereira Delgado
ABSTRACT: The progress
of science in our times, particularly in the technological area,
is remarkable. Even so, for the conventional periconsciential sciences,
the number of questions without answers increases every day, as
the issues keep being approached and studied only under the mechanistic
viewpoint, due to the Newtonian-Cartesian paradigm. The proposal
of conscientiology, with the consciential paradigm, strives to suits
all sciences and scientists in their researches; however, bringing
a multidimensional insight and study of the consciousness in an
integral manner to the research. Thus, the consciential paradigm
makes it inevitable that science will restructure its theories and
paradigms.
SUMARIO: El progreso de la Ciencia es notable
en nuestros tiempos, particularmente en el área tecnológica.
Aun así, para las ciencias convencionales o periconcienciales,
el número de preguntas sin respuesta aumenta todos los días,
y ellos continúan siendo abordados y estudiados sólo
de una manera fisicalista, debido al paradigma Newtonian-cartesiano.
La propuesta de la Concienciología, relativa al paradigma
conciencial, busca atender a todas las ciencias y científicos
en sus investigaciones, pero actuando según la multidimensionalidad
y el estudio de la conciencia de manera integral. El Paradigma Conciencial
hace inevitable el que la Ciencia reestructure sus teorías
y paradigmas.
RESUMO: O desenvolvimento científico
vem adquirindo resultados expressivos nos últimos tempos,
principalmente na área tecnológica. Mesmo com todo
esse avanço, para as ciências convencionais ou periconscienciais,
a cada dia aumenta o número de perguntas sem respostas que
continuam a serem abordadas e estudadas apenas do modo fisicalista,
devido ao seu paradigma newtoniano-cartesiano. A proposta feita
pela Conscienciologia, relativo ao paradigma consciencial, procura
atender a todas as ciências e cientistas em suas pesquisas,
mas agindo segundo a multidimensionalidade e o estudo da consciência
de maneira integral. Desta forma, fazendo com que, inevitavelmente,
sejam reformulados as teorias e os demais paradigmas.
Alexandre Pereira Delgado is currently
taking a degree on Physical Education in the Federal University
of South Mato Grosso, Brazil. Presently he is a volunteer at the
Campo Grande office of IIPC and coordinates the Inverters Research
Group.
Enfoque Concienciológico de la Estabilidad
Emocional
Laura Sánchez
SUMARIO: El presente artículo relata
el resultado de una autoinvestigación y de la experiencia
de la autora, hasta llegar a la comprensión de porque la
Estabilidad Emocional, a veces no es alcanzada. La personalidad
inestable posee unos rasgos de carácter muy específicos,
que hacen de su mundo “un mundo aparte”, alejándola
de su realidad conciencial y de su programación de vida.
Levantado la hipótesis de que la Inestabilidad Emocional
es la consecuencia de una falta de seguridad y de autoestima que
la conciencia desarrolló en otras existencias debido a rechazos
y fracasos ya vivenciados, es sugerida la aplicación de algunas
técnicas y del trabajo mentalsomático para que la
conciencia empiece a recuperar su confianza y a establecer su Estabilidad.
ABSTRACT: This article reports the results of
the author’s self-research and experience, reaching the understanding
of why Emotional Balance is not sometimes achieved. An unstable
personality presents some very specific traits that contribute to
making its world “a world apart,” thus distancing him/herself
from its consciential reality and its life program. Once the hypothesis
that Emotional Instability is the consequence of insecurity and
low self-esteem developed in previous lives due to rejections and
failures experienced is presented, this article then suggests some
techniques and mentalsomatic work for the consciousness to start
recovering its ability to trust and regain its Balance.
RESUMO: Este artigo relata o resultado de uma
autopesquisa e da experiência da autora até chegar
à compreensão da razão pela qual a Estabilidade
Emocional, às vezes, não é atingida. A personalidade
instável possui alguns traços de caráter muito
específico, que fazem de seu mundo “um mundo à
parte”, afastando-a de sua realidade consciencial e de sua
programação de vida. Uma vez levantada a hipótese
de que a Instabilidade Emocional é conseqüência
de uma falta de segurança e autoestima que a consciência
desenvolveu em outras existências devido a rejeições
e fracassos já vivenciados, são então sugeridas
a aplicação de algumas técnicas e trabalho
mentalsomático para que a consciência comece a recuperar
sua confiança e estabelecer sua Estabilidade.
Laura Sánchez, profesional
en telemarketing y divulgación para empresas, es profesora
e investigadora independiente del IIPC prestando su colaboración
en la unidad de Barcelona y en las actividades de Italia.
Personal Account
Bioenergetic Self-experimentation
Marisela Aparicio
This experience brought me as much euphoria as my
first OOBE, and I felt compelled to share it with other people that
are interested in consciousness research.
For more than two weeks I have had lower back pain
that went all the way down to my right leg. This was provoked by
an apparatus I bought, which was supposed to help firm one’s
muscles without any exercise – a total disaster.
In order to be able to move and as I couldn’t
take days off work to rest properly as I was supposed to, my father,
who is a physician, injected cortisone in my back three times and
I took a lot of pain killing pills, including Tylenol with Codeine.
Even with all this care, I was still unable to stand for more than
two minutes.
After many days without any improvement I went for
a MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging) on my back. This examination
requires that one does not move a muscle during the test.
It was difficult for me to lie on my back and in
order to perform the test I had to take some codeine. Besides helping
with the pain that pill relaxes me a lot and I thought it was a
good opportunity to try to leave the body while being there.
The first part of the MRI test lasts twenty minutes.
After that time, they inject a colored substance into your blood
vessels, for contrast, and take pictures again, to compare. This
second part takes another 10 minutes. You cannot move throughout
the entire procedure without invalidating the entire test.
When I was able to lie down and as the medicine
had not yet had its effect, I thought about working with energies
to alleviate the pain. The technician kept informing me of how well
I was doing and that the pictures being taken were great. I reached
a very relaxed state and started moving my energies.
Since I had to avoid any movement I couldn't work
with a respiratory exercise and so I decided to try the technique
of swinging the psychosoma, which I had tried before and had achieved
an easy non-alignment at that time. I could feel the psychosoma
moving, rocking, but my physical body did not move at all. However,
the machine started sending alarm messages like if I was physically
moving.
The technician came in and was very surprised because
he was looking at me and I was not moving at all. He said: “How
rare! The machine indicates you were moving. Did you?” I assured
him that I did not move a hair. He fixed some things in the machine
and left the room saying: “You probably did but didn't notice.
Try to stay quiet, please.” I did not change my position and
continued with the energy exercise, not yet linking my exercise
with the machines problem.
So, we started all over again, after a while the
machine once more detected that my body was moving. The test was
interrupted again. I had not change position nor moved a muscle
and the technician was frustrated because he couldn't figure out
what was wrong. All the codes and measurements were correct, except
the alarm was sounding. He mentioned how strange that was. He said:
“You are doing fine. It is not your fault. The machine must
have a defect but this has never happened before.”
He then called another technician who has been working
in the previous shift to ask her if she had had any problem with
the machine that day or ever before. The answer was “No”.
He made some more adjustments and we started the test again. By
then I already knew that the machine was “perfect”.
That equipment was capturing the movement of my other body. It was
hard for me to hold the laugh, but as I couldn't move, I kept myself
from laughing.
By then I had remembered how much a friend of mine
laughs about the influence of bioenergies on machines. After the
man readjusted the equipment, I continued with my experiment, this
time not swinging the psychosoma, but only exteriorizing energies
without any effort, just allowing for the energies to flow at will.
The flow was very intense, though. What happened was that the alarm
started again.
The poor technician was going crazy. He wanted to
leave the test for another day because the machine was broken. He
said he had been working with that equipment for some years, since
it was new, and had never had a problem before. He decided to try
one last time. Since I did not want to come back again and had already
spent more than one hour there, I decided to continue the experiment
but doing the reverse as a control ‘method’.
I restrained my energies, not allowing them to flow
at all, and waited for the results. This was very hard for me as
my energies flow very easily and restraining them while being so
relaxed was difficult. On top of that, since my energies were contained,
I started having some involuntary muscular spasms because the energy
was not flowing. Now, I thought, another problem: “My muscles
have started jumping involuntarily, I won’t be able to control
them and the machine is going to start beeping. It will be the end
of the examination”.
My feet made little movements (physical ones), and
my hands and arms were very contracted due to the effort. I was
not relaxed at all and I felt I was actually having involuntary
physical movements, yet the machine did not complain. I was concentrated
in holding the energies, “suffering” not because of
the pain but with this energetic battle, and at the same time, listening
to the voice of the technician: “You are doing fantastic....
The pictures are beautiful... Excellent, the machine is working
perfectly now.”
It was very good that I had practiced the technique
of Three Hours of Waking Physical Immobility[1] before. I could
manage exactly two hours without changing position or moving a muscle.
Only my eyes sometimes moved. No words can adequately express this
experience, but in the end all the pain I endured for over two weeks
was worth it because of the outcome of this experiment.
I have been in a machine that actually could capture
the movement of psychosoma and bioenergy. I had the experience and
nobody can tell me that it was not true, that I imagined these things,
that it was a coincidence, or any such nonsense. I would have doubts
if I had a vision or any other paranormal experience because that
could have been caused by the influence of the codeine. This experience,
however, had nothing to do with perceptions but with physical effects.
Such an experience is really worth investigating
by all those that might be having this test, or any similar ones,
performed on themselves.
Editor’s Comments
It is fascinating how many opportunities to investigate
bioenergetic occurrences an open-minded person, with a scientific
spirit, finds in everyday life. Marisela Aparicio’s experience
reminds us of the number of experiments that have been and can be
performed that show physical effects being generated by non-physical
causes.
This occurrence gives us some further clues about
viable ways to create a transducer or detector of bioenergies, based
on the operational principles of the technologies involved in the
MRI equipment.
However, most important of all is the self-experimentation
that confirmed for her, in a more objective way, the tangible consequences
of conscious projection and working with bioenergy. Personal experience
is irreplaceable in producing evidence for ourselves, without any
fantasy or suggestion.
[1] Journal of Conscientiology, Vol. 1, Nr. 3; January,
1999; p.255, by João Bonassi.
Near-Death Experience: A New Opportunity
for Changing
Augusto Freire
It was Carnival of 1996. I have made arrangements
for the long weekend and traveled to a camp in President Figueiredo
– a town in the countryside famous for its waterfalls, one
hour from Manaus, in the State of Amazonas, Brazil.
I anticipated a nice weekend and was looking forward
to enjoying it. However, right from the beginning, things seemed
a bit strange and I had to face several situations that occurred
against my will. The first one was at my work, where I had to unwillingly
stay until Sunday morning. This delayed all my plans for the holiday.
As a consequence, I arrived at the camp on Sunday evening, I then
assembled my tent near the rapids close to the town and left for
the main park to look for a friend.
The city was crowded with tourists and was in an
uproar. No matter how much I tried, I just could not feel like partying.
I felt strange. I was dissatisfied and uncomfortable. Deep inside
I was feeling a kind of emptiness, with an anguished feeling in
my stomach that made me feel sick all the time. This feeling, or
at least part of it, seemed to be shared by my friend, who was also
uneasy and showed that she was not having a good time in spite of
the general revelry. My main reason for this trip was my friend's
company as I was hoping to change the nature of our relationship
and hoped that she would become my girlfriend. Anyway, things were
going wrong, the atmosphere was not favorable, our communication,
generally easy, was not flowing well, and this was making me even
more anxious, increasing my anguish due to the feeling that I was
doing everything wrong.
Monday was not different. My discomfort was permanent
and the feeling of emptiness seemed to get even worse. That feeling
was familiar to me. Since childhood, for longer or shorter periods,
I have had those symptoms: a permanent cold in my belly, a widespread
dissatisfaction and an urgency in doing or finding something somewhere
that could fill this emptiness. However, since I had consciously
decided to go in search of what I lacked, it had become less strong.
Once again, I went through old artificial ways for
making me feel better, I tried to drink with the group at the camp,
go places to dance, go to the waterfalls, dive from high places
into the water and climb cascades just for the taste of radical
sports. I also tried to do drugs, smoke, avoid thinking, and do
anything that could help in escaping from that oppressive intimate
reality. These things were common during a certain time in my youth
but no longer match with me since I have started to look for something
that could really bring some sense to my life.
But then, I was repeating old mistakes that I knew
would not solve the problem, and that I had already decided would
no longer be good for me. From my experience, I knew that in the
end that emptiness was always there.
During:
On Tuesday, I woke up and went to the rapids of water. For a moment
I seemed to feel better; the bush wood’s smell, the noise
and temperature of the water did me well. However, when returning
to the camp, I felt bad again. The atmosphere was heavy and the
place was even physically different from all other times I had been
there. It had too many tents full of people carrying on and the
place seemed degraded and decadent to me. At that time, I knew nothing
practical about energy and how a group’s thoughts and feelings
can influence us due to the contamination of our energy with their
established informational energetic field. However, I perceived
something was wrong.
I began to drink early in the day, and after lunch
I met my friend again. She informed me she was leaving in a while.
In a certain way, the news made certain the failure of all my expectations
for that weekend and it also sharpened the sensation I had of doing
everything wrong, especially regarding my romantic plans. But I
decided not to think of it anymore and to have a good time anyway.
I got to the rapids and soon joined the fun with
some swimmers. I would climb to a certain point, dive in to the
rapids, follow the flow of the river and swim to the side a few
meters downstream, a little before reaching a deeper and darker
place where the force of the running water formed whirlpools. Everybody
avoided this place as it was dangerous, and had a history of causing
drownings. I began repeating the game in a compulsive way and between
one turn and another I had a clear sensation of disrespecting the
force of nature - incidentally it had rained a lot in the past few
days and the volume of water was stronger than ever. Unfortunately,
I did not pay attention to that perception. The rush of adrenaline
of going down the rapids was stronger than the notion of safety
or self-preservation. All I took care of was to dive closer to the
side to make it easier to get out of the water. One time I dove
a little more carelessly and I was carried down the river by the
rapids, very far from the diving point. When I noticed it, I tried
to swim to the bank, but the water was stronger and I was dragged
to that dark and deep place. I did not try to scream. There was
music playing and I felt nobody would listen to me and people on
the bank seemed to be busy with other interests. My only reaction
was trying to swim from this place with all of my strength. However,
a whirlpool formed by the running waters pulled me down and I could
hardly move. Then, I tried to touch the ground but this attempt
was in vain. Until I was very tired and after having swallowed a
lot of water I was sure that I had done everything in my power and
that I would not get out of there alive.
I was taken by a feeling of frustration and indescribable
loss. I knew that dying there and then would put me in a very bad
situation. In that exact moment it was as if time stopped. I stopped
hearing the music and did not see the people anymore. I did not
even feel the fatigue of my physical body from the effort of trying
to stay on the waters surface. It was as if I was simply there,
floating, in the middle of the river. My life began passing before
me, in the most tiny details at an impressive speed, it was as if
a film inside my head had been triggered, by means beyond my will.
I watched each scene with an ever-increasing deep and accurate understanding,
with each chronological fact overlapping and being unfolded automatically,
as in a chain reaction.
The scenes were in color and some of them presented
moving images. It was as if each one represented a period of my
life in which everything presented was understood instantly, in
block, including its emotional load. However, the scenes were not
the most important perception. What stood out was the certainty
of having done everything wrong, starting with a succession of personal
choices that were directing me down a self-destructive, displaced
route, which culminated in the time and place where I was. This
deep understanding was corroborated by the scenes referring to each
period of my life until that moment, which generated a pressing
need for change. Analyzing that perception, I can distinguish the
nuances of sensations and details of this chronological succession.
In that moment, however, everything seemed to be happening at the
same time, although I clearly recognized the sequence of the facts
of my life that had taken me there.
In an approximate analogy, this ‘film’
seems like the computer bar that is displayed when a command is
executing a task showing the execution of the task from 0 to 100%.
The only difference is that this “task bar” was displayed
in an accelerated and constant rhythm and whose higher omnipresent
remark, that is, the final result, was the certainty of being on
the wrong road and the overwhelming need for change.
According to my calculations, from the understanding
of my imminent death to the end of the scenes less than 10 seconds
had elapsed, to me this seemed like an eternity. In the exact moment
the scenes ceased, I literally heard a masculine voice echoing in
my head: "now try to touch the ground!”, which without
questioning this command, I promptly did. To my surprise, my feet
touched the tip of something that I instantly recognized to be a
log in the bed of the river. With difficulty, I managed to keep
balance and avoided being again pushed in to the whirlpool. I stood
there long enough to rest and recover my strength and then I swam
away from that place.
After:
I sat down for a long time on the river bank and recalled the whole
experience. I was physically and morally exhausted. I understood
perfectly that what I was doing wrong was my own life. I did not
want to see or speak to anyone. I was feeling nauseous, with that
horrible butterfly-sensation in the stomach like when you get a
fright, and in my gut I felt a desperate anguish. The weekend ended
there. I spent the rest of the day quiet and the party climate repulsed
me. I stared for hours at the rapids with only one thought; that
it was necessary to change something, to change everything, but
I did not know what exactly nor how to alter my situation. I felt
like running away from that place, but to return to my sister's
house in Manaus would not satisfy my need to be alone. Unfortunately,
I decided to stay for one more day, which only contributed to reiterate
my inner certainty that there was something wrong in that environment,
which in some way was reflected in my inner state.
I went back to Manaus on Wednesday, dispirited and
frustrated. I wrote a farewell letter to my friend, as I did not
have the courage to see her. I wanted to run away from everybody
and I did not have the slightest inclination to give explanations;
mainly, I wanted to escape from all the wrong decisions I had made
in the past, although I knew it was impossible to change them.
Several weeks went by until I felt alleviated from
the shock. Something inside of me changed with that experience.
I was no longer the same and I could not think of doing anything
else except changing the state of my life, no matter what. I left
my parents' house in the beginning of 1995 to follow a strong conviction
that had accompanied me since childhood; the conviction that I needed
to go somewhere and do something big, although I did not quite understand
what was it. Anyway I knew that this was more important than all
the other things in my life. It was something that would bring the
answers I needed so much and that could show me that there was some
larger meaning to life, as it could not be just a succession of
chances from birth to death – I felt it was not so.
By that time I was already aware of some evolutionary
theories which I had learned through reading and personal parapsychic
experiences. To me, evolution seemed to be the most coherent path,
as it provided me with something that all others theories and experiences
I have had did not. I felt it was the only thing that was effective
in decreasing my frequent feeling of emptiness.
Unfortunately, since I got involved with camping
I had left my search behind. Even so, that experience reaffirmed
this inner certainty and I restarted searching in several places
again. The mystical, occult and religious explanations about evolution
became insufficient and unsatisfactory for me, as they seemed anachronistic
and outdated.
On September 14 of the same year after a succession
of synchronicities, I came in contact with Conscientiology through
the 1st class of the Projectiology course (called Consciousness
Development Program in its English version) and I immediately recognized
the ideas. I already knew about almost everything the teacher spoke
– it was just a recollection, a remembering of things I knew.
Everything began to make sense, as if in a puzzle, I was organizing
the missing pieces in my thoughts to begin to understand what was
happening to me and I began to appreciate the immense universe of
possibilities before me. Immediately I understood that I had “found
my group” and that my search had finished. At least in that
moment, that was the place I should be and researching those ideas
with that group was what I had long sought. It was the first time
in my life I felt one with something. I became a volunteer of the
International Institute of Projectiology and Conscientiology (IIPC)
in this 1st class and I never stop being one because I knew I was
committed with the work of that evolutionary group.
At this point, it is important to point out that
this recognition is of a personal and private nature. I recognized
that, specifically in my case, I had previously programmed myself
to do this work, as one of the tasks to perform in this life. Actually,
everything I always have sought was my existential program - my
mission in life, so to speak. What made me go in the wrong direction
and have those experiences was my anxious feelings, poor adjustment
and hasty temper in addition to a precocious and immature attempt
to find answers. This lack of discernment led me to an ectopy (deviation),
with the internal symptoms of emptiness and anguish, proper to that
condition.
Today I know that I could have avoided all that,
and with a little more pondering and discernment, I could have broken
the whole sequence of wrong choices that moved me away from my correct
direction. These issues culminated in that near-death experience,
a type of shock treatment. But I thank the helpers, extraphysical
consciousnesses that help us to evolve, for the opportunity of that
experience.
This was a turning point in my existential recycling
towards a higher understanding of the responsibilities and implications
of my existential program within the assistantial maxi-mechanism
and the lucid evolutionary prioritization, without further anguish
or chronic emptiness and happy to be accomplishing what I had programmed
for myself during my intermissive period (the period between my
last life and current existence).
Editors’ Comments
Two main aspects of Augusto Freire’s experience
are of major significance and worthy of comment. The first one is
the intraphysical melancholy that he reported having felt throughout
his life. The sensation of emptiness and of being out of sync with
one’s program was obvious in his case, this made him discern
details of the holothosenic (info-energetic) process of his near-death
experience.
The second main aspect of his experience is the
existential recycling undertaken by Augusto. Existential recycling
is composed of a set of attitudes that individuals utilize in order
to renew their lives. Usually this process comes about due to the
individual’s inner sensation of being unhappy with the course
of his/her life and a desire to feel more productive and fulfilled.
The ‘life changes’ described by those
who undergo near-death experiences possess the same characteristics
of existential recycling. In Augusto Freire’s case, he understands
the recycling experience and offers a sincere and understandable
description of this process.
His account also provides us with an interesting
description of the panoramic vision phenomenon, which he compared
to a ‘computerized life’s progress bar’. His candid
report allowed us to analyze how Augusto sensed the panoramic vision
and how he was affected by it.
Many cases of near-death experiences present a “direct”
encounter with extraphysical consciousnesses. In Augusto’s
case, he has had direct contact with advanced extraphysical consciousnesses,
this shows us their participation in positive cases of near-death
experience. Augusto’s perception of the extraphysical helpers
was through clairaudience, when he “hears” a voice suggesting
him to touch the ground when he could reach the log.
This account adds a valuable experience to the expanse
of near-death experience case history. Many researchers have pursued
a greater understanding of near-death experiences and have produced
some comprehensive and detailed analysis of the phenomenon. The
3rd International Congress of Projectiology and Conscientiology
in May 2002 will be hosting researchers and discussions on this
topic.
News and Notices
Invitation
3rd International Congress of Projectiology and Conscientiology
New York – May 2002
From May 16 to 19, 2002, in New York City, the International
Institute of Projectiology and Conscientiology will host the 3rd
International Congress of Projectiology and Conscientiology (ICPC),
at the New York Academy of Medicine.
The 3rd ICPC is focused on the scientific exploration
of consciousness, its manifestation beyond the human body, and parapsychic
phenomena. The Congress will bring together renowned researchers
from many disciplines within the broad field of consciousness research.
Through its comprehensive agenda of activities and
subjects, the congress will provide a valuable opportunity for discussions
and exchange of ideas, aimed at deepening the understanding of the
consciousness and its vast potential.
For further information please contact us at +1
212 869.4595 or e-mail us at 3icpc@iipc.org. We encourage you to
visit our web page www.iipc.org/congress.
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